Sunday, June 12, 2011
Zhengzhou...
Working to Serve
June 12, 2011
Dear Ones,
So today I was suddenly struck by the thought of work, you know that thing that we all do, most of us every day. Work is one of those things that motivate us to get out of bed in the morning, and keeps us moving forward until we once again fall into bed at night. I was thinking about this as I carried one kettle full of water after the other across the roof from the water faucet to my flower pots giving my little plants a drink. On one of these trips I suddenly thought of Rebecca- a young woman, who knew how to work but more than that she also had a heart to serve. I was considering how many trips I had to make across the roof from the water faucet and the thought of her willing question to Abraham’s servant, to draw water for a bunch of thirsty camels that had just finished a long journey suddenly seemed to me an incredible offer. This was a young woman who knew the price of what she was offering to do and yet she asked without hesitation- “Do you want me to draw water for your camels?” Sometimes work, chores, the mundane tasks of life, can seem to stretch before us endlessly to the horizon. This thought continued to play through my mind as I walked about this big house today, the women in the kitchen cooking massive amounts of food to make sure our family is well fed. The laundry room with its very ending stream of onesies, burp cloths, spit up on blankets and every other form of baby clothing you might imagine needing for 140 children. My mom used to refer to the laundry as “Mount Never Rest,” and I do believe she was right. I guess it might be like watering camels after a desert journey, “Will it ever stop” and yet all this will pass away, the reward at the end will be so worth the WORK here and now. No, everyone may not see the watered camels, the food being prepared, the laundry being done, the floors that are mopped, or the dishes that are washed, but in working we have the opportunity to shine as we seek to serve not only those around us but to serve with our whole hearts the King of Kings. He alone knows exactly how many buckets of water it will take, and how many onesies will be washed, He has numbered them each one and is waiting for me to simply say, “Yes, I will work for You.”
With love,
Mariah
Saturday, June 4, 2011
To Ponder-
My friend GraceAnna Posted this awhile back and I wanted to share it with many of you who often ask me questions about my little ones who go home...this mother has an incredible perspective and voices so many of the things that I often am not able to share.
The Lord Was Not Wicked To Take Our Son
"I Have Confidence"
So thought you might enjoy my moment as well...
I wonder
What will my future be?
I wonder
It could be so exciting
To be out in the world
To be free
My heart should be wildly rejoicing
Oh whats the matter with me?
I've always longed for adventure
To do the things I've never dared
Now here I'm facing adventure
Then why am I so scared?
Captain with seven children
Whats so fearsome about that?
Oh I must stop all these doubts
All these worries
If I don't i just know i'll turn back
I must dream of the things I am seeking
I am seeking the courage I lack
The courage to serve them with reliance
Face my mistakes without defiance
Show them I'm worthy
And while I show them
I'll show me! So!
Let them bring on all their problems
I'll do better than my best
I have confidence
They'll put me to the test
But I'll make them see
I have confidence in me
Somehow I will impress them
I will be firm but kind
And all those children
Heaven bless them
They will look up to me
And mind me
With each step I am more certain
Everything will turn out fine
I have confidence the world can all be mine
They'll have to agree I have confidence in me
I have confidence in sunshine
I have confidence in rain
I have confidence that spring will come again
Besides what you see I have confidence in me!
Strength doesn't lie in numbers
Strength doesn't lie in wealth
Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumber
When you wake up
Wake up! It's healthy!
All I trust
I give my heart to
All I trust becomes my own
I have confidence
In confidence alone
Spoken:
Oh help
I have confidence in confidence alone!
Besides Which you see I have confidence
In me!"
